Friday, February 3, 2012

Me Myself and I

So this is where I am asking for support for my Weight Watchers Challenge - 2012.

I am almost 30 and don't want to hit it at this weight! I am 211 pounds (Puffs cheeks out). That is NOT good! My goal weight is first... 170 - it was my goal to get back down to 170 when I just had my daughter. Got down to about 175 - then we found out we were pregnant again... (We Plan - God Laughs ~ goes out to Amy) So, once I hit my 170 goal - I am heading straight on to 147. My weight that I was at the happiest time in my life (When I met my husband) ! (wink,wink) 

Just having 2 children (blah... blah) is NO longer an excuse. Not to mention my poor lil ol' heart needs to get back into shape so it can keep me around for a while. This DIS-ease (tear falls) has gotten the best of me and quite frankly - I am sick of it! (stomps foot and flicks tear). I want to do the things I used to... hike, swim, play volleyball, walk, run (with kids - you never stop). Now with this defibrillator in my chest, (Superwoman stance) I was told that I can resume all regular activity.

Wahoo!
(insert heel click here)
but...
Where do I begin?? 
Being this big has made me very depressed and lazy. I can't even get up off of the floor without getting winded (invision fat woman trying to get off ground). I find myself binge eating at night... WTH is going on! I never used to do that - I hate that crap! My husband tells me it is just from the stress I am under... Thanks for trying to be sweet Dear but - Sorry excuse. Everyone has stress - it is all in how you deal with it.
OH - I deal with it alright - I eat! BAD!! So very BBAADDDD! 

If you know me and have anything to say to help support me...
please don't hesitate...

Thanks,
Me